10/04/07
I came in walking on my now familiar path in the musky sweet smell of late evening. Darkness surrounded me as I walked this moonless night. Instinctively I felt another presence and knew that it was time to meet Otorongo; mother, sister Jaguar. I did not stop or pause as I walked on the path until I could hear the friendly sound of the waterfalls thunderous roar. Then Jaguar leapt in front of me showing her large bright yellow eyes. She stood there silently blocking my way and before I knew what to do next we merged Otorongo and I became one with me sort of stepping inside the abdomen of her essence.
She began walking and instead of jumping into the pool at the base of the waterfall she simply leapt into the air and we were walking out of the cave and right past Wascar. This time I remember his facial details. He is very old, his face tanned and weathered from spending all of his time in the elements. His smile contains wisdom and unlimited compassionate kindness. His hair is very long, an ashen gray, woven into one long braid. About half way down the braid there is one eagle feather. His eyes are radiant glowing a cobalt steel blue.
Swiftly Jaguar and I traveled for what seemed like a very long time covering a large distance. She stopped as we came upon a cavern, and she told me to leave my fears here that “I simply wasn’t allowed to have them” anymore, that I must place them in the bowel. Per her instruction I reached inside myself and took out a dark mass and placed it into a coconut shell bowl that was lying on the floor. As soon as place my fears in the bowel we separated. She gave me a rose colored stone and was gone.
In her place Wascar appeared, he handed me a broken piece of mirror and in return I handed him two whitish translucent crystals. He thanked me for the stones and said remember acceptance and letting go, “you are not the one in control”. After he spoke his words we were back by his fire and hearing the call back returned to the cave, jumping into the water and returning to the surface.
