11/08/07

Tonight’s journey was hard to stay with. I felt very tired and more extended than usual. I entered as usual walking on the moist, cool soil, reaching the waterfall and pool, jumping in and swimming down… On the other side I pulled myself out of the pool walked out of the cavern and over to Wascar, he was sitting by the fire just like every other time.

Today I handed him a leather pouch. He led me to a room that I don’t remember anything about. Suddenly I was in another room that was filled with color everything was multiple hues of blue and green, the light was very clear and like I was inside of a crystal. It was tranquil. Then I was in another room that was dark and laughter filled the air and a voice said that I need to “find” my laughter, simply being in this room made me want to laugh and I burst out laughing, uncontrollably. As I was caught up in my boisterous laughter I suddenly found myself in a wood paneled room. This room was warm and very inviting. In the center there was a full-length mirror standing in a beam of brilliant white light. As I entered the room I could see myself in the mirror. I stood there for what seemed like a long time just looking at myself in the mirror, until Wascar appeared, he smiled and gave me a hug and told me it was time for me to return.