03/15/08

As I enter, I find myself standing on my familiar path, I noticed the wonderful bird song, the inland breeze from the trade winds was warm, and the air held a magnetic peacefulness that was captivating. Eagerly jump into the water, and taking one last breath, I flip over and swim down, down, down, through the narrow midway point and on up to the surface on the other side.

This time I hand Wascar a Rose and he says come with me. As we step forward we enter a scene of a park. Families are playing, enjoying the weather and picnics that many of them are occupied with. Then fighting and arguing erupt. Wascar simply looks at me intently watching my reaction. Touching my shoulder we appear in another room. A small boy is sitting in this room all alone and is very sad, the room is filled with the energy of sadness and loneliness, and again as I watch this scene Wascar gazes at me intently. After a while he says “come” and we enter a room that is so peaceful and full of love that the sheer pleasure is almost overwhelming. The first thing I notice is a heart floating Wascar firmly tells me to take the heart that it’s mine, that it’s been waiting and that now that I have it back a whole new world of possibilities will open for me. With
my heart I return.